Spiritual Archeology 9

I do not have the strength to get out of this place, besides I have the sadness of not being able to calm my mind. I was in the world before coming to this place, and everything seemed to be sensational there but deep down, there was too much selfishness, there was no peace and I lost hope and trust, that is the reason that I came here trying to find refuge in this terrible place." He stayed like that all night long, thinking that he would die but he did not, and a sunbeam awoke him the next morning, but he was too exhausted and too emotionally perturbed since the end result of his reflection had being as fighting a battle, and he thought: " If I had a reason, maybe I would make another effort but in truth this is not worth it...continued>